
On the bike today it was an inspired - yes - let's double loop that last hideous climb to get some 'Da Kine' trail kinda day. After Fry ripped through a very tech climb that I dismounted for, we continued upward, embracing the suffering of steep, lose climbs, and I was - in fact - laughing outloud as the bod feels good and to push deep into my suitcase, or attache of pain - was really just a lovely exerience after some 13 hours in the saddle and some 15,000 feet of climing in the last few days. We have Indian Summer - it was HOT today - and perhaps these are the days that are here to remind us about how we should gather and focus for the winter. I realized - I haven't been skating enough. Yep, The Steez needs yet another ressurection. And just as Quinn may have to explain to his teachers and our peers, and my parents and his grandparents why he is getting a rather expensive electric trials/dirt bike...in the same breathe I will explain - why - after all these years at my advanced age that I am still obsessed with pivot to fakie's, and that FS-50's with a tweak and a small air in feel as close to surfing as I can get. We will explain. They may not het it - and that's fine. But we will. The thing about Dad-hood - is that every day is an opportunity to literally instruct your kid(s) how you want them to go at the world. So, if I break other bones on cusp of 50 trying to learn a new trick in a young man's sport....so be it. If Q gets wrecked on a stunt or bridge or dirt jump or bowl and I have to explain it to the world....at least he and I will understand each other and I will be sending him into the world the way I want him to go. Which is confident. Ignorant of social norms and expectations. And railing hard into every turn, relationship. bowl, transaction, illness...anything. If he goes at the world like a stubborn person into a brick wall...my life will be complete. It is this - that I need to 'teach' him - everyday.
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